skinny :'(

I'm so tired of people commenting on my weight. I cannot help it. If I could snap my fingers and weigh about 10 or 15 pounds more, trust me, I would. I do eat, obviously if I didn't I would probably be dead.
I had a customer yesterday that talked negative about my weight the entire time she was checking out. And one comment she made really made me (excuse this) want to jump over the counter and slap her or tape her mouth shut. She said, "You shouldn't go through life like that." Like what? skinny? Lady, you know nothing about me. There are girls that starve themselves just so they can be small and they look disgusting.
I'm not one of them. I do not want to be skinny, this is just the way I am and I can't help it. Being made fun of for being skinny is no different than a fat person being made fun of for being fat.

I miss my adorable nephew :'( I'm seriously thinking Josh and I need to either fly up there again or just drive before the roads start getting bad. This picture is him with his favorite blankie that his Auntie Sissy (me) got him. Malea told me that he never lets go of it and if you try and take it from him, well, he's not going to like you very much.
So in my last post I had mentioned that I am going to be an Auntie for the 3rd time. And no, I'm not happy. Because Caleb is stupid. He thinks it's going to be fun. Well he's looking at taking care of babies from an Uncle point of view, he doesn't have the 24/7 responsibility. I love his girlfriend or fiance' or whatever she is, but I just don't really think they're ready for this. Nor are they responsible enough.
Anyway.
I made cupcakes last night from scratch. I found a recipe for oreo cupcakes so I figured I'd try it. I don't like them but Josh does and that's who I made them for so I guess that's fine! lol I'm going to try a different recipe next time and see if they turn out even better :)
I'm going back to sleep now.

So,
I am going to be an auntie again. woohoo. Not.
(well on the woohoo part)
No reason to be excited because some people are just stupid. So stupid.
Why would you intentionally try to have a kid that you are not responsible enough
to take care of AND when you still live with your parents?
Some people. Idiots.

I hate being sick :(

So we went to church yesterday, although I was kinda iffy about it because of this stupid cold I have, but I didn't feel so terrible until about 1ish when I started getting a headache. We really wanted to stay longer but I was feeling worse and worse by the minute.
So we come home and I lay down for a bit until I just couldn't keep my eyes open any longer, so I went in the room and fell asleep for a couple hours.
I was hoping I would feel better this morning, and I thought I did until I got up out of bed. Other than the typical cold (stuffy/runny nose, cough & sore throat), every time I move around I feel pukey, my legs are killing me (even when I'm laying in bed they hurt), and I'm freezing and burning up at the same time. So needless to say I will not be going to work today- which I'm not very happy about. I had the last 3 days off and now I have to get sick? ugghhh. I had good hours this week too. So much for that. I could just suck it up and go, but I know if I don't stay home and rest it's just going to get worse.
I'm so hungry! All I ate yesterday was the rice and beans & beans and cheese I had at the potluck and then some soup last night, which I didn't eat much of. But I don't want to eat anything solid because I have a feeling it'll just come right back up. :(
well that's all, I'm going back to sleep since I woke up about 10 different times throughout the night

Had a good day yesterday, unfortunately had an annoying headache along with it, but as soon as I got to bed I crashed! And now, no headache :)
Anyway, it was nice seeing some people, of course there's a few that are too stuck up but whatever :) Their problem, not mine.
I brought my camera, but didn't feel like taking pictures, so don't have any to post.
Today I'm just enjoying my day off, being lazy since the house is already clean... but maybe I'll organize the storage closet or something since I don't have anything else to do. Well I guess that's it for an update.

Good morning :)
Getting ready to leave for work here in a bit.
Just thought I'd post real quick.
I am SO glad we left Texas when we did, because they are having terrible heat right now.
I believe I got heat stroke once in the 2 years that we lived there, and it wasn't even in the 100's. I don't think it ever got that hot the entire time we lived there, but I am so thankful that I don't have to deal with the humidity anymore!
It's hot here, but at least it's bearable.
I always have to laugh when someone comes into work complaining about how hot it is. I'm always thinking, "Go live in Texas for 2 years, and then you can complain!"
Well I better cut this short and make sure I have everything I need. Like shoes. lol
I don't think I could ever make the mistake of leaving the house without my shoes on. A lady came in the other day that did that and also there was a lady in Texas that did that a few times and had to buy shoes each time. Guess she should always keep a spare in her car!
Alright well that's all for now. :)

Tahoe

Decided last minute to go up to Tahoe today. I had so much fun! First we went to North Tahoe (Kings Beach), sat for a while, went on a walk and then more sitting in the sun and enjoying the sound of the waves. After that we drove through West Tahoe and ended up in South Tahoe, and ate at the Denny's there.
Definitely plan on going again soon!
While driving through on our way to South Tahoe, we stopped at the side of the road to take some pictures. So breathtakingly beautiful!!!