UGGGGHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!! The one thing I hate about birthdays is I never know what I want.
Josh was going to get me a DSi BUT. It's not what we thought it would be. I mainly wanted it just so when I'm bored I have something to do and also because it has the built in camera, which is only VGA – 640x480. Less than a megapixel. So that's a waste. Another thing, I'm not the biggest fan of video games, so I wouldn't want all that money going to waste and not even really play it. So I don't know if I just want a camera or something else. More clothes are always nice :P. I had to leave some in Reno because I already had 4 suitcases coming here that all added up to about 100 pounds. I also had to leave a lot of my shoes :( So I brought the ones that I knew I'd wear the most. Most of them are heels. But I miss them. lol. I have a lot and they weren't cheap...
So of course, another year and I don't know what I want. The last time I remember actually really wanting something for my birthday was when I still played with dolls and barbies. So about 10 or so. I guess I'll just have to put some more thought into it and hopefully I come up with something. I'm not sure what else Josh has planned, but I'll just have to wait and see :)

Here I am, have to leave for work in an hour, and I'm ready already so I suppose I will blog. I slept for a good 7 or 8 hours and I'm falling asleep right now... I remember when I could be wide awake off of 4 hours of sleep or less. I guess it's just because I would do it so much and it finally caught up with me.
Anyway, there is a reason I am posting, not just to blab, but I was just thinking about something so I figured I'd post about it.
:)
I never realized until now what a best friend really is. I must say, up until a little less than a year ago, I never had one. When your little, your best friend is the one that your around the most, your always with them, but you talk bad about them behind your back. I hate to admit, but yes I have done that before. Haven't we all? I know that every person that has considered me their best friend has done that to me. (just about) Almost all the people I know. I met my friend Nikki in 5th grade and we were truely what I would consider best friends. Up until middle school. Because she moved so we didn't see each other much other than on our birthdays. Neither one of us have ever talked bad about the other and we only argued once over a very stupid thing. (i dont even remember what it was) I'm starting to blab... but anyway,
I really only have one true friend. He may have talked about me, but that's in the past and he told me everything that he had said. I remember when I would be around others that would just sit around and gossip the whole time, I wouldn't just sit there and listen without my 2 cents worth. My point is that when other people are doing it, of course your going to. And that's the situation that he seemed to end up in a lot. Those people know who they are. And like I said, I'm not guilty of it, I just hate how it seems to be a necessity for some. It's ridiculous!!! As I was saying... He's been here for me, knows more about me than anyone else in this world and if I didn't have him as my best friend, I don't know what I would do. Of course we have our differences, doesn't everyone? But we work them out right away.
Well this wasn't worded the way I'd hoped for it to be, but oh well, it still makes sense.
I love my best friend :)
I love you Josh :D

Josh and I are both off today. I wish I would have slept longer, because I was still tired when I woke up but 11 is late enough and I didn't want to sleep my day away. Haven't done much today, it's 99 outside so I'd rather stay in. I was going to go swimming but there's always someone down there. I went earlier for about 5 minutes and then of course someone showed up so I left. Plus it's just so hot out, almost unbearable sometimes being in that sun for too long. We're going grocery shopping here soon, because the refrigerator is empty and so are our stomachs :P lol. Mostly have to get stuff for lunch when we're at work, since we're hardly home anymore. My birthday is next week, it came way too fast. I am so frustrated because I tried to look for my birth certificate before I left Reno but had no luck. My Mom is on the lookout for the stupid thing, but so far no luck. I really don't want to have to pay almost 50 dollars just to get a new one. So hopefully, she can find it. I wouldn't be so worried about it, but my id expires on my birthday so I need a new one :) My oh my, I'm getting old!!!

No work today. Got called in but told them I wasn't available, because I had a heat stroke yesterday, so I don't want to be out in the heat at all today. Don't want that to happen again because it was not fun. But I'm off tomorrow also and told them if they need me then, I'm sure I will be feeling much better :D
Anyway, Josh is at work so I won't be doing much today. Just been cleaning up, straightening the closet, organizing everything. Listening to music. Wish I would have brought my cd's here with me, because what I want to listen to isn't something I can just search for online. Oh well :D I will live.
Well I'm going to find me something to eat. Got some breadsticks left over from Pizza Hut last night :)
Goodbye

So, tonight was a break from the hot sunshine. I was inside at work, so I'm not exactly sure if a tornado was close by or not. The closest one I know of was in Forth Worth. Close enough. So we were slow at work for the night, but it gave us a chance to clean up earlier and get out before 10:00, so that was nice for a change. It was nice and quiet too. And we still made sales.
I'm not up to much right now, just have a headache. Josh is making me some french fries. On my next day off I want to go grocery shopping, which isn't til Tuesday... so maybe we'll go Friday, idk. I need to buy stuff for enchiladas, since I have my fav. recipe now. :) Thank you Mexican Mom. I can finally enjoy some real mexican food. Real goooooooooddddddd. yummy. (I just hope it turns out as good as yours!)
Anyway, Saturday I have a meeting at work bright and early, then have to work after that...not sure what time I get off but Kelly will be here so we're probably going to dinner. I haven't seen her in 3 years!!! Been a long time. So I am definately looking forward to that :D
Well french fries are done and I'm just about ready for bed soon here anyway.
Goodnight

Short day @ work today... just 4 hours. It was kinda nice. BUT the store was a mess!!! Lisa(closing manager tonight) tried calling me in early but the number on the computer is wrong and she forgot to check the other file with my cell number. I was in shoes & accessories, which was probably the worst department when I got there. But it looked great when we left :) She was helping me face all the shoes forward and told me I was a hardworker and that it's good I keep myself busy and I use my time wisely. Feels good to get compliments sometimes. Especially since my hard work went unnoticed at the Ross in Reno. All the lazy people were favored there it seemed. But anyway. Josh is going to be working with me. YAY! He had an interview Thursday, and Lisa asked me tonight if he was ready, and I said yes, he's been applying pretty much everywhere but no one is hiring. And she said the background check should be done by Monday or Tuesday at the latest, and that Nancy (hiring/assistant manager) was going to hire him and then some other guy. So he was happy when I told him the news. Although I already knew he was going to get the job because my store manager asked me if we'd be okay working together. And we'll probably be working pretty much the same shift because they like me closing since I actually do my work And when he had the interview, Nancy told him they need closers. Anyway. I should get going to bed. Gotta work all day tomorrow. And might go in early to get some more hours. :) Goodnight.
o and btw. i saw some really yucky bugs today. and so i ran off the sidewalk into the street.

Sitting here doing nothing so I might as well post something. :)
No work today but tomorrow 2-10:30 i think lol. maybe 2:30 i can't remember.
Pretty much relaxed today.
Went to the coffee shop right next to us and got some frolattes yummmy.
Saxby's. waaaaaay better than Starbucks.
They don't put a million pounds of coffee in one cup.
So you can actually taste everything else lol.
Other than that, went up to the college then to subway, best buy and home.
Josh got me Sims 3 :) I love that game
Probably the only type of video game I will ever play in my life since I'm not too much of a video game person.
I like building houses and decorating them.
Good practice :D
Right now just waiting for dinner. Put some chicken in the crock pot (the way Julia makes it) the best! can't wait to chow down ;)
Well that's about all for now.
Love<3