It's been a lonnnnggg week. Well, since last Tuesday. Josh and I have been staying over at Julia's because she went to Tennessee for a week and I don't want Gidget over here so it was easier to stay there rather than going back and forth to walk her. I wouldn't mind if she didn't shed so much or pee everywhere. If we didn't have carpet, then it wouldn't really be a big deal but we do, so yah. Not much else is going on except work as usual and it is draining me. I can't wait to get out of retail but for now it will have to do because a job is a job and I need mine. The last 4 days our server was down so I've been doing the cash office all manually not knowing if any registers were short or over. So I had to figure it all out in my head. Well I wrote it down but you know what I mean. No computer... Well today everything was up and running correctly so we found out how everything went... So my store manager was very pleased when he got the call from the help desk saying that we were over 8 dollars. Which is really good! YAY ME! lol I was relieved that I didn't mess up too bad :) Good thing I have some brains for math in there somewhere. Well just wanted to do a quick update about nothing important as usual. lol
Oh and we decided not to go to the fair, so no pictures :/ That was a hard decision for me because I love going out and doing fun things but it's just so expensive and I am a tight wad. lol Guess it's not really too much of a bad thing. And boy have I learned from previous events how to save money and whether or not its a good idea to spend on unnecessary things. But I know it drives Josh nuts sometimes. lol Like if he's thirsty and it's only a dollar I'll say no, don't think it's a good idea. lol. Bad habits I need to work on. Well thats all for now. Going to lay down although it's only 6 pm but I am sleeeppppy.
Tuesday, October 19, 2010
Wednesday, October 6, 2010
Does anybody hear her?
Been a little while since I've posted. I was washing the dishes earlier, while listening to my playlist and this song played. So I wanted to post a blog about it because this song reminds me a lot about myself.
There have been times in my life where I have felt like there was no one around.
No one to talk to, and there still are times that I feel like this. Although I was always around people that were "supposed" to be there for support, it just seemed like they didn't really care. They had no idea what I was going through, they didn't understand. I didn't always feel important enough. Or good enough, because well I was all alone. Didn't have much of a family at the time. Didn't really feel that I had any friends either. Too much gossip, and I don't care to be judged. Not one person has the right to judge any other and no one is perfect. We all have our faults.
Male or female, when one has not been shown love and affection, when one has not known the safety and comfort that should come from their parents or their own home, they will seek it out wherever they can get it-there is always false hope and poor and damaging choices are made when emotions are stirred- there is a temporary feeling of love and acceptance and when that goes away, there is a little less hope and it becomes a little harder to make good choices.
She is searching for shelter and affection but do we care - are we providing that for her or are we happy in our own comfort zones and glad that we are not her. Do we hear her heart, see her pain, do we even care. Are we willing to reach down to her and offer that to her (or him) or are we content to judge? Many judge him or her for their mistakes and weakness and close their ears to the cries for love. They reject him/her based on their actions.
There have been times in my life where I have felt like there was no one around.
No one to talk to, and there still are times that I feel like this. Although I was always around people that were "supposed" to be there for support, it just seemed like they didn't really care. They had no idea what I was going through, they didn't understand. I didn't always feel important enough. Or good enough, because well I was all alone. Didn't have much of a family at the time. Didn't really feel that I had any friends either. Too much gossip, and I don't care to be judged. Not one person has the right to judge any other and no one is perfect. We all have our faults.
Male or female, when one has not been shown love and affection, when one has not known the safety and comfort that should come from their parents or their own home, they will seek it out wherever they can get it-there is always false hope and poor and damaging choices are made when emotions are stirred- there is a temporary feeling of love and acceptance and when that goes away, there is a little less hope and it becomes a little harder to make good choices.
She is searching for shelter and affection but do we care - are we providing that for her or are we happy in our own comfort zones and glad that we are not her. Do we hear her heart, see her pain, do we even care. Are we willing to reach down to her and offer that to her (or him) or are we content to judge? Many judge him or her for their mistakes and weakness and close their ears to the cries for love. They reject him/her based on their actions.
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