Woohoo :) We got our first apartment in Reno! :) So excited!!! Very stressed though. A lot has been going on these last couple weeks but such is life. We will be in at the end of this month so it's going to zip by really fast I'm sure. Going to be very nice to finally be in our own space again

I don't know what to do or say...
"Sorry"
It's just not good enough
I've never been through this and I've never known anyone to go through it until now
My heart aches for them. I can't keep the tears from falling
Such a precious thing and now it's gone

Well I'm going to be a very broke Auntie! I have 2 nieces and a nephew on the way.
Why is everyone I know pregnant?!?! Goodness gracious! I'm not a millionaire people I cannot afford all these baby gifts! lol
Anyway not much has been going on lately just work as usual. Looking for something else. Been looking at apartments, really can't wait to have our own place again. Been thinking about moving to Oregon but it's a hard decision.
Just wanted to give a quick update :)
Oh and I'm blonde now and I don't like it lol

40 day love dare

I've never read the book but I did see the movie based off of the book. Well actually I'm not sure which was first, the book or the movie but anyway it is awesome.
Wanted to share this so here it is:

This is the actual website for the actual book
http://www.40daylovedare.com/


and here is the pdf file so you don't have to buy the book
http://www.shenzhoufellowship.org/main2/files/old/SpecialTopics/TheLoveDare.pdf

I'm not sure if the book is just the list of the 40 day love dare or if it actually tells the same story that the movie does.
I actually found the script if you want to read it. Trust me it's worth it! You could either read it online or print it out as if it's a book.
So here it is :)
http://www.script-o-rama.com/movie_scripts/f/fireproof-script-transcript-christian.html
Enjoy!

Fam.I.L.Y

So in my last post I had mentioned something about how I couldn't understand why someone would want to try and tear a family apart. Well things are definitely looking up! I am so excited and shocked that they finally decided that family is important and that all this nonsense just wasn't worth it. So now I can see my niece and I can build a relationship with her, as well as my sister-in-law, Janette. And of course I get to see my brother Jerry. :)
I wish we could all just go to Oregon and spend Christmas together but unfortunately that takes a lot of money and planning, and also bravery. Which I am not about to drive in the winter through Oregon and Idaho no way Jose I don't think so. lol
A few years ago we did that and it was only a couple weeks after a pretty bad car accident I was in so that was not fun whatsoever for me. A trip that is only supposed to take 9-10 hours (depending on whose driving, of course lol) and on the way there it took 14 and 18 or more on the way back. I remember it so well, blizzard, white out conditions, Caleb having to stick his head out the window just so he could tell my Mom if she was on the right side of the road, semi's staying right behind us because they couldn't see a thing. It was very scary and I don't ever care to experience that again. I love my family, but it's just a really dangerous thing to do. At least I think so.
Well I better get going, Don't have much to clean but would like to tidy up a bit. It's funny how a made bed can make a room look so much more clean! lol
Can't wait to see my brother, sister and my niece tomorrow!

Well tomorrow is Thanksgiving, and I've had a lot going through my mind.
I'm sad that this will be the 3rd year I won't be spending it with any of my family.
I invited Kenny over, but he will be going to Jerry's. Not very happy about that.
But at least I can spend it with Josh's family, and for that I am thankful. And I will be skyping with my family, so it's better than not seeing them at all.
I just don't understand why someone would want to split a family apart. It makes me so angry and frustrated and sad all at the same time. I want to look this person straight in the eyes and just tell them how I feel. "How dare you do what you've done! Just who do you think you are?!?! You know absolutely nothing about this family, and you have no idea the sacrifices my parents had to make!"
It just makes me want to scream.
I haven't really been posting much, I think my last post was the the 13th. Not much going on other than work. Yesterday I slammed my hand against something at work, just some plastic bins, because I have the tendency to swing my arms when I'm walking. So apparently I hit it really hard, because my hand started to tingle afterwards and then I almost blacked out so I was sent home early. And my hand is killing me. They had me fill out an accident report, although I felt it was unnecessary because I'm sure it'll just bruise. But just incase it happens to get worse, they wanted to make sure they called it in. So I'm just hoping it'll get better within a couple days.
Well I better get going. I am making the eggs tonight so it's one less thing to have to worry about preparing tomorrow. Goodnight :)

Happy Birthday Mom :)

Okay So I am 2 days late on this and I meant to post this on the 12th but better late than never.
My mom is getting old! lol So sad that once again another year passed and I didn't get to spend her birthday with her, but thanks to whoever invented Skype, at least I was able to see her. We've had our ups and downs, and I may not be as close to my Mom as most people are to theirs, but she's still my Mom and I love her.
So I dedicate this song to her. Love you Mom :)