Don't really feel like posting but I'll do it anyway...
On my way to work.
Just a few days left
ugh i am going crazy!!!
im starting to get sick tho...
im hoping that doesn't last 2 long.
cuz I dont want to be sick when I get there
anyway
finally getting outta this town
away from these people.
can't wait
Saturday, April 25, 2009
Sunday, April 19, 2009
I can almost see it
That dream I'm dreaming but
There's a voice inside my head sayin,
You'll never reach it,
Every step I'm taking,
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking but I
Got to keep trying
Got to keep my head held high
There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb
The struggles I'm facing,
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes might knock me down but
No I'm not breaking
I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm going to remember most yeah
Just got to keep going
And I,
I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on, cause
There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb (yeah)
There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes you going to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb (yeah yeah ea ea)
Keep on moving
Keep climbing
Keep the faith baby
It's all about
It's all about
The climb
Keep the faith
Keep your faith
That dream I'm dreaming but
There's a voice inside my head sayin,
You'll never reach it,
Every step I'm taking,
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking but I
Got to keep trying
Got to keep my head held high
There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb
The struggles I'm facing,
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes might knock me down but
No I'm not breaking
I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm going to remember most yeah
Just got to keep going
And I,
I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on, cause
There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb (yeah)
There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes you going to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb (yeah yeah ea ea)
Keep on moving
Keep climbing
Keep the faith baby
It's all about
It's all about
The climb
Keep the faith
Keep your faith
Sunday, April 12, 2009
Wow. So. I'm pretty sure I have the date set for when I leave. The 1st of May. And my o my, am I nervous. Because I am flying. And I never have. So I'm a little scared. I have no idea what in the world to do. I have already gotten rid of so many clothes, which is not easy for me. I even got rid of shoes. BUT. I still have soo many of both! Josh is not too happy about that. lol. He wants me to get rid of more but I just can't convince myself to do that. Now, if all of them weren't new, or if I all of a sudden got fat, than yah, no problem. It would be a lot easier. But I don't see any of those happening so I am keeping them. So I have in mind who to give everything to, question is how I'm going to get it to them. Because I would rather them be used for someone that needs them other than throw them away. I would even sell them, but I just don't have time for it. Dallas is definately going to be different, but I've been here long enough, so something new will be nice for a change. I'm going to transfer to Ross which is a 6 minute drive, so it won't be too long of a walk since I won't have a car right away. Then there's always the bus :D
...
Just realized I haven't been finishing my blogs lately... lol
I always end up getting caught up in something but neway...
I have no idea what else I was going to put on here... but I already started packing although I have 16 days left til I leave. But with me working, it's just better to have it done and not do it all at the last minute. I am having trouble with luggage, I just have too much stuff. I decided it would probably be better if I got a nice huge duffle bag (on wheels) instead of a suitcase because I can probably get more to fit. Plus, it's waay cheaper. I found a nike one I like for 20 bucks... plus my discount so it will be like 16. But, I want to make sure it doesn't look stupid with the rest of my luggage, which is pink & zebra... so I'm going to stick with black. Well gotta go... Work at 9 today and get off at 1 but I told the other girl, Jamie who got in a car accident that if she doesn't want to come in then I will work for her. So I may be able to stay til 5 :D
BYE!
...
Just realized I haven't been finishing my blogs lately... lol
I always end up getting caught up in something but neway...
I have no idea what else I was going to put on here... but I already started packing although I have 16 days left til I leave. But with me working, it's just better to have it done and not do it all at the last minute. I am having trouble with luggage, I just have too much stuff. I decided it would probably be better if I got a nice huge duffle bag (on wheels) instead of a suitcase because I can probably get more to fit. Plus, it's waay cheaper. I found a nike one I like for 20 bucks... plus my discount so it will be like 16. But, I want to make sure it doesn't look stupid with the rest of my luggage, which is pink & zebra... so I'm going to stick with black. Well gotta go... Work at 9 today and get off at 1 but I told the other girl, Jamie who got in a car accident that if she doesn't want to come in then I will work for her. So I may be able to stay til 5 :D
BYE!
Thursday, April 9, 2009
So here I am. AGAIN. lol
Wierd thing is, I'm hardly on the computer.
Your probly thinking, yah right, but really the only thing I do on here is this.
I remember when I used to be able to spend hours on the computer,
but now, I'm on here for 5 minutes and bored out of my mind.
I will sit here forever though and just look at the screen lol.
So, I was only supposed to work from 9-2 but they asked me to stay til 5. 3 extra hours no problem, plus they went and got everyone lunch. Crossiant sandwiches, chips, fettucini alfredo, chicken, coleslaw(yuck!) lol and i think potato salad.
I stuck with a turkey croissant chips and then had the alfredo on my break...
It was all very yummy.
Good thing they got that too, because I wasn't supposed to have a lunch so I didn't bring one, but since I stayed I did :D
The day went by soooo slow though. I doubt we even made near to what sales were supposed to be. It seemed busy to me, but that's only because I was pretty much in customer service by myself all day. Which is not all that fun, because the day drags. horribly.
The other girl that works in customer service was in a car accident I believe Monday after work. Her kids were in the car. Her daughter is probly 1 and her son about 4. I think she got hit on the drivers side... She's really bruised, her kids are okay. But i'm pretty sure she'll be recovering for a while. We'll see. Just hope she's alright. Especially since not even a few days before the accident happened, her Mom was in the hospital, and she's not expected to live very long. So things are not going so good for her.
Well I need to go clean and get rid of more stuff so I have less to pack!!!
Wierd thing is, I'm hardly on the computer.
Your probly thinking, yah right, but really the only thing I do on here is this.
I remember when I used to be able to spend hours on the computer,
but now, I'm on here for 5 minutes and bored out of my mind.
I will sit here forever though and just look at the screen lol.
So, I was only supposed to work from 9-2 but they asked me to stay til 5. 3 extra hours no problem, plus they went and got everyone lunch. Crossiant sandwiches, chips, fettucini alfredo, chicken, coleslaw(yuck!) lol and i think potato salad.
I stuck with a turkey croissant chips and then had the alfredo on my break...
It was all very yummy.
Good thing they got that too, because I wasn't supposed to have a lunch so I didn't bring one, but since I stayed I did :D
The day went by soooo slow though. I doubt we even made near to what sales were supposed to be. It seemed busy to me, but that's only because I was pretty much in customer service by myself all day. Which is not all that fun, because the day drags. horribly.
The other girl that works in customer service was in a car accident I believe Monday after work. Her kids were in the car. Her daughter is probly 1 and her son about 4. I think she got hit on the drivers side... She's really bruised, her kids are okay. But i'm pretty sure she'll be recovering for a while. We'll see. Just hope she's alright. Especially since not even a few days before the accident happened, her Mom was in the hospital, and she's not expected to live very long. So things are not going so good for her.
Well I need to go clean and get rid of more stuff so I have less to pack!!!
Family?
Ok, so I'm back.
Like I said before, this is for my personal use because I can type wayyy faster than I can write so this is where my thoughts go. And complaints I suppose.
So...
I just found out something that really made me mad. I mean on fire mad. If your reading this, some may know that I helped to bail my brother (if that's what you call him-wish I could say he wasn't) out of jail a few months back. Keep in mind, that he is the BIG baby of the family, so how horrible would I look if I said no. And I mean, I had all this money falling out of the sky (haha!NOT!) so hey, I could do it no problem. I did NOT want to do it, and I regret it every day, but there's nothing I can change about that. On with my complaining. Come to find out, if I had not given them the money, I wouldn't have had anywhere to live. Wow. what a family. Not mine, that's for sure. I just can't wait to get out of here so I don't have to be with these people anymore because I am getting sick of being walked over and no good until there's money involved. I AM DONE! doing nice things for people, because it does me no good. I hope it ALL comes back to bite them. And when it does. No pity from me.
Like I said before, this is for my personal use because I can type wayyy faster than I can write so this is where my thoughts go. And complaints I suppose.
So...
I just found out something that really made me mad. I mean on fire mad. If your reading this, some may know that I helped to bail my brother (if that's what you call him-wish I could say he wasn't) out of jail a few months back. Keep in mind, that he is the BIG baby of the family, so how horrible would I look if I said no. And I mean, I had all this money falling out of the sky (haha!NOT!) so hey, I could do it no problem. I did NOT want to do it, and I regret it every day, but there's nothing I can change about that. On with my complaining. Come to find out, if I had not given them the money, I wouldn't have had anywhere to live. Wow. what a family. Not mine, that's for sure. I just can't wait to get out of here so I don't have to be with these people anymore because I am getting sick of being walked over and no good until there's money involved. I AM DONE! doing nice things for people, because it does me no good. I hope it ALL comes back to bite them. And when it does. No pity from me.
Getting ready for work :D
I don't mind these early days, because then I get off early,
and it's always nice to have the rest of the day to do whatever...
I open aaaallllll next week. I have more hours yay :D
The only thing I hate about opening is that it is so slooooowwwww in the mornings so there is absolutely nothing for me to do, because I can't leave customer service. So I stand there for a couple hours wandering and it just makes the day drag a bit.
I'm hoping to get more than what I'm scheduled for, which I most likely will
As long as the customers keep wasting their money :P lol.
You know, I've heard so many ppl complain about retail before I started
but I don't know why
Once you get used to it, it's not so bad.
I can say there are times I may not like my job, but there's one reason for that.
LAZY people.
You figure when you're a supervisor, you get that "title" because you work hard.
That's how I got mine.
But there's a couple ppl I work with, I would have to say it's because of favoritism.
Wow, can't say I have never experienced that.
Because I have been around favoritism my ENTIRE life.
It's like a neverending cycle in my life.
No matter where I was, it was there. Everywhere. And that's not excluding any place. I won't mention them though, but like I said. Everywhere.
As I was saying... I like my job, and other than a few lazy people, I love working with the people that I work with.
It's nice when you work with people that make your job fun.
Well I gotta finish getting ready, Maybe if I think of more to blab I'll do that later.
Buh bye
I don't mind these early days, because then I get off early,
and it's always nice to have the rest of the day to do whatever...
I open aaaallllll next week. I have more hours yay :D
The only thing I hate about opening is that it is so slooooowwwww in the mornings so there is absolutely nothing for me to do, because I can't leave customer service. So I stand there for a couple hours wandering and it just makes the day drag a bit.
I'm hoping to get more than what I'm scheduled for, which I most likely will
As long as the customers keep wasting their money :P lol.
You know, I've heard so many ppl complain about retail before I started
but I don't know why
Once you get used to it, it's not so bad.
I can say there are times I may not like my job, but there's one reason for that.
LAZY people.
You figure when you're a supervisor, you get that "title" because you work hard.
That's how I got mine.
But there's a couple ppl I work with, I would have to say it's because of favoritism.
Wow, can't say I have never experienced that.
Because I have been around favoritism my ENTIRE life.
It's like a neverending cycle in my life.
No matter where I was, it was there. Everywhere. And that's not excluding any place. I won't mention them though, but like I said. Everywhere.
As I was saying... I like my job, and other than a few lazy people, I love working with the people that I work with.
It's nice when you work with people that make your job fun.
Well I gotta finish getting ready, Maybe if I think of more to blab I'll do that later.
Buh bye
Monday, April 6, 2009
Some people...
Are so stupid!
Ok, so today @ work, I opened in the fitting room.
Today might as well have been national let's steal holiday
because we had a few try.
TRY.
but I'm not an idiot & they made it so obvious. At least, it was obvious to me.
Considering I've been around ppl that have stolen things, my uncle has been in & out of prison his whole life for stealing, and I've had things stolen from me.
I may have not caught them in the act, because I wasn't there, but when something has been stolen from me, it doesn't take long to figure out who it is.
ANYWAY.
These ladies were retarded. I'm not going into details but they just were.
Ok, so today @ work, I opened in the fitting room.
Today might as well have been national let's steal holiday
because we had a few try.
TRY.
but I'm not an idiot & they made it so obvious. At least, it was obvious to me.
Considering I've been around ppl that have stolen things, my uncle has been in & out of prison his whole life for stealing, and I've had things stolen from me.
I may have not caught them in the act, because I wasn't there, but when something has been stolen from me, it doesn't take long to figure out who it is.
ANYWAY.
These ladies were retarded. I'm not going into details but they just were.
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