So, West Coast was awesome! I'm really hoping and praying that I will be able to get a room for next year as I didn't have a chance to while I was there. Just going to get my own room, I need all the space I can get with as many clothes as I bring it just gets so crowded. lol. Especially bathroom space. Definately need plenty of that. So in Jesus name I will get a room. That was probably the least amount of sleep I've had in a while, but it was soo very worth it. I definately had practice on hair. Got up at 5 both days just so I could make sure I had time to do my own and anyone else that needed help. I really wish these things were longer, the preaching was just so awesome, I didn't want it to end. I really enjoyed the singing as well. Always do. Well, I'm off to work. A whole 4 hours today. yeehaw. I need about 3 or 4 other jobs. lol. It's not too bad working at a clothing store, yes, I have bought a lot of clothes, but I needed some. So now, I can focus on saving money for some more much needed important things. :D I'm done blabbing now. Goodbye!

I'm so tired! And it's all Rowell's fault. lol. He kept me and Liz up until 4 in the morning because he wouldn't go home. We tried to go til 5 but we were all falling asleep. It was a lot of fun though. We really didn't do anything, just sit around and talk for almost 7 hours I think... Well, we were drawing too. sounds like fun, huh? lol. Probably not, but I had a blast. It's nice to just have people to talk to :D Well anyway, not too much more to say about that... if I think of anything to add then I will...

Here I am at liz's house as always... lol.we are getting ready 2 leave. I have 2 do my hair and then eat some mole' yum yum yum. My fav. Neway, Sonia, I promise I'm still going 2 post about youth but on here its a little difficult cuz I'm pretty slow at typing on this thing so once im used to it... so maybe later 2day lol. K I gotta get ready. Bye

so I haven't been posting anything lately, but I have my reasons. One, I've been at Liz's, Two, haven't been on the computer & Three, I'm not so sure anyone looks at it so its a waste of time to write something every single day. lol. So anyway, not much is new... still sick... it's been over a month now...but I'm starting to feel better, but this stupid cough needs to go away. I need some Goji Juice, cause I know I'll actually drink it. I ain't getting no nasty airborne. yuck. UMM... Other than that, just been working and spending time with Liz since it's just me and her now. I don't like to be at home cuz there's never anyone here so the less I have to be here the happier I am. I'm looking for a car still... so as soon as I get one, I need another job so that I can move out and get an apt. and also to save up for something that I'm not mentioning :P heehee. don't u hate when ppl do that? o well. get over it. Maybe someday you'll find out. O and my brother and his girlfriend are coming to church on Sunday morning so I'm excited about that. yay! :D well i gotta go to work. blah.

With my whole heart

Someday, I hope I can gain enough courage to sing this. This song really touched me the first time I heard it, and it still does. If I do things half-hearted, I'll get half-hearted results. If I do things whole-hearted, I'll get whole-hearted results.

1st Verse
Talk about peace
And talk about real joy
I'm talking 'bout things
I've never talked about before
There's two roads to go
But only one road for me
I've seen both sides
And I'm as sure as I can be
Lord I want you to know
That this double life is through
And everything ALL of me
I'm giving to you

Chorus
With my whole heart
I'm gonna love you
With my whole life
I'm gonna live it for you
Take my heart
Every secret part
Whole hearted
In love with you

Bridge
I'm not divided
In my heart anymore
Oh, it's you and only you
That I'm living for

Thoughts...

Isn't it wierd how people blame you for the decisions that other people make. And also how you can try your hardest to include someone and yet they say that you don't. The way things have been going lately, it's like... whoa. When did this all happen? And why so fast and all at the same time? Part of you says just run away from it, not to completely give up and walk away from God but just go somewhere where you don't have to deal with it all. But then there's that one thing that you just can't leave behind, that you love too much. God is just wanting to make you stronger and although its hard, you've just got to hold on with everything no matter what. It doesn't matter what anyone else is doing or the way anyone else is living. You just have to remember that God will never leave you or forsake you and you just have to "Keep On Keeping On!"

Youth...

was sooooo much fun tonight. All I can say is girls are better than boys :P lol. well no I'm gonna say more than that but just thought I would make sure that was said. lol... ANYWAY... Scavenger Hunt tonight.
Let me try and remember the list
quarter w/year of oldest person (sonia-1979)
penny w/year of youngest person (me-1988)
ribbon
paperclip
q-tip
shopping bag
picture of group next to fireman in Victoria Square
picture of group next to shout with proof taken @ walmart
Rowell's signature
a coaster
kid's menu
burger king crown
toilet seat cover
i think that's everything...
idk about everyone else but i had a blast.
afterwards we were supposed to meet the guys at Red Robin and they ended up getting there like 30 minutes after us
so anyway i dont feel like writing anymore.
I feel sick to my stomach. Hopefully I feel better 2mrw. cuz i gotta work. goodnite:D