I meant to post this yesterday morning but I had to go work so I ended running out of time. Anyway, SONIA- just wanted to say Thank You and I can't say it enough. I don't ever want you to think that I'm not appreciative of everything you do for me and that it doesn't go unnoticed. :D Thanks for putting up with me :P (and Josh) lol.
Just felt like I should say that. There's so much more to say... like I said Thanks isn't enough, and I definately owe you.
SOOO...
Chuck e Cheese last night. It may be a kiddie place, but I had fun. Dakota still had coins when they started closing, and me and Josh kept getting them more :P let's see. probly about 10 bucks worth maybe more lol... there was some jumping game that Josh played and he figured out how to do it without jumping. all u had to do was lift your leg up each time so that u were "jumping" over the line when it came around. It was funny. guess u just had to be there. umm. and then he figured something out with the tickets too but we won't go there lol.
well i dont really feel like putting much more right now so i will most likely post something tomorrow.
I need to take my shower and go to sleep so I'm not a zombie for church in the morning, considering I have to sing. That's going to be interesting.
Goodbye
Saturday, August 30, 2008
Friday, August 29, 2008
Went to the rib cook off last night. WAAAYYY too crowded! I wanted to get a sandwich but I wouldn't have enjoyed it because all the ppl around it was just way too frustrating. And I like to sit when I eat. At least I got to spend time with Josh, even though he was sick :(
ANYWAY.
Another day of work. I am soo tired. I'm falling asleep while I write this :P I think I'm going to eat & maybe I'll feel a little more awake. Yesterday was just a long day for me... I only worked 2-7 but I didn't get my break til after 6 so my feet were screaming from standing for 4 hours. My manager talked to me yesterday and said soon I won't be in customer service too much longer because she wants me to do other things and also start supervising the front of the store. Thank God!
Well I have much more that I want to say but so little time.
So I will later. Who knows when. I still have to finish up my trip lol.
Bye!
ANYWAY.
Another day of work. I am soo tired. I'm falling asleep while I write this :P I think I'm going to eat & maybe I'll feel a little more awake. Yesterday was just a long day for me... I only worked 2-7 but I didn't get my break til after 6 so my feet were screaming from standing for 4 hours. My manager talked to me yesterday and said soon I won't be in customer service too much longer because she wants me to do other things and also start supervising the front of the store. Thank God!
Well I have much more that I want to say but so little time.
So I will later. Who knows when. I still have to finish up my trip lol.
Bye!
Wednesday, August 27, 2008
Packing up the dreams God planted
In the fertile soil of you
Cant believe the hopes hes granted
Means a chapter in your life is through
But well keep you close as always
It wont even seem youve gone
cause our hearts in big and small ways
Will keep the love that keeps us strong
Chorus:
And friends are friends forever
If the lords the lord of them
And a friend will not say never
cause the welcome will not end
Though its hard to let you go
In the fathers hands we know
That a lifetimes not too long to live as friends.
With the faith and love gods given
Springing from the hope we know
We will pray the joy youll live in
Is the strength that now you show
But well keep you close as always
It wont even seem youve gone
cause our hearts in big and small ways
Will keep the love that keeps us strong
In the fertile soil of you
Cant believe the hopes hes granted
Means a chapter in your life is through
But well keep you close as always
It wont even seem youve gone
cause our hearts in big and small ways
Will keep the love that keeps us strong
Chorus:
And friends are friends forever
If the lords the lord of them
And a friend will not say never
cause the welcome will not end
Though its hard to let you go
In the fathers hands we know
That a lifetimes not too long to live as friends.
With the faith and love gods given
Springing from the hope we know
We will pray the joy youll live in
Is the strength that now you show
But well keep you close as always
It wont even seem youve gone
cause our hearts in big and small ways
Will keep the love that keeps us strong
Tuesday, August 26, 2008
Monday, August 25, 2008
The banquet dinner for the independent study group was tonight. Food was great, along with the entertainment. First game they played... you drew a piece of paper out of a bowl. Some had questions, others had someone you had to act out and what they were doing. I'll give a couple examples. Naomi got one that said, "If you could compare Pastor with any cartoon character, who would it be?" I think Amber said Taz. lol. Pastor said, "Out of all them, a devil?!?" lol. That was funny. Sis. Sandra got one that asked, "What is the most embarrassing thing that has happened to you in church?" Amber yelled, "You farted!" lol... she ended up not answering, it got passed to Pastor. He said that it would have to be when he went on the platform and his zipper was down. So after that, Kailea & Country read some poems. Then Lisa did a skit, did a really awesome job (her beard fell off! Lol.) And I just had a brain fart so I don't know if they did anything else or not. lol... After it was pretty much over, I went outside cuz Josh called and I wanted to be able to hear better. :D
Lexi wanted to go with me so I told her to ask Mommy and she came out with her shoes on. She wanted to talk to Josh... it was a short conversation but I thought it was the cutest, funniest thing ever. Guess u just had to be there, but anyway... She asked me if it was him on the phone and I said yes. So I gave her the phone. She said hi, what are you doing & I miss you. Then she wanted to talk to him again. She was so anxious to say what it was she wanted to say. So she yells in the phone. "WHATEVER!" lol. It was so adorable. Oh I can't wait to have kids. Well I can but you know what I mean :D
Lexi wanted to go with me so I told her to ask Mommy and she came out with her shoes on. She wanted to talk to Josh... it was a short conversation but I thought it was the cutest, funniest thing ever. Guess u just had to be there, but anyway... She asked me if it was him on the phone and I said yes. So I gave her the phone. She said hi, what are you doing & I miss you. Then she wanted to talk to him again. She was so anxious to say what it was she wanted to say. So she yells in the phone. "WHATEVER!" lol. It was so adorable. Oh I can't wait to have kids. Well I can but you know what I mean :D
Tuesday, August 19, 2008
So, I figured since I'm doing absolutely nothing right now I might as well post more about my trip. Saturday I had no plans but ended up going to Tri-cities again because my cousin Jessica needed shoes for volleyball. So we went to Famous Footwear, and she didn't see any there. I wish we wouldn't have been in such a hurry because I would have left with a few new pair of shoes lol. I don't know why I never checked out our stores here, but I will definately be shopping there from now on. When I told Josh a little while ago how many shoes I had he said "WHAT IN THE WORLD DO YOU NEED SO MANY SHOES FOR?" I told him I have to have a pair for almost every outfit. :P ANYWAY. Then we went to the mall. And I ended up with more clothes. 2 more shirts from Pacsun and sunglasses from Anchor Blue and a shirt from American Eagle. Which I have to return- if i can find the receipt. I thought it would fit fine, cuz it was small. But too small. I guess I'm going to have to start tryin on clothes, which I HATE. Usually I can just look at it and if it looks like it fits then I buy it. BUT NOooooooo lol. We didn't take too long because we had to be back in Hermiston by 5. So we were there for a couple hours. Then me and Jessica were super hungry so we went thru Taco Time. YUM! All I got was a bean and cheese burrito and a root beer. Best I've ever had lol. They actually put cheese in the burritos unlike most places. One thing I missed about Hermiston- they have CRUSHED ice lol. It's soo yummy! (I'm sure Naya agrees) Once we got to Umatilla, we stopped by my Aunt's house and grabbed some food she cooked and had to get some chairs, because we went to my Grandpa's house (my dad's dad) and had a bbq for his 67th bday. It was alright. I'm not really close to him because he favors. One of his gifts was Elvis karaoke... he's a HUGE Elvis fan. and actually sounds like him. So he did some singing for us. It was cute :P . I'm going to shutup now, and again I wrote a book. lol. IT'S ALL YOUR FAULT NAYA!!! LOL. It's ok though, I forgive you :D I'll put more for the last day and the trip back tomorrow.
The Real Meaning of Love
"Finding the right person is very hard and very wrong. It is best to be the right person for the one you love and start from there.. you'll always end up disappointed when you set standards and define a right person for you. and don't rush things coz somewhere, somehow God is preparing somebody for you.
You can never be perfect. the person you love can never be perfect. but both of you can be perfect through love and prayers, and your love can be perfect through both of you. But, no relationship is complete without God, it's a bond not only between you and your loved one. but also with God..
Our relationships fail not because she & he's not the right person.. it's because we expected too much and we decided on our own let God do the work.. you may call it waiting time. but while you are waiting.. pray. Let God guide you always.. He knows better. No, He knows best for you
Love is not what you think it is. Sometimes we mistakenly feel that our first relationship will be our last. Because we are overwhelmed with joy and romance, we forget to learn the meaning of true love. Some are saying that love is unselfish, blind, unconditional or simply denying oneself for the sake of someone very important in our life. Others are saying love is immortal and can never be defined.. When we think we're in love the first thing we almost wanted the whole world to know is that our love for someone very special can never be taken away from us. We say this phrase. You are the most wonderful gift from God I have ever received. After a terrible fight or sometimes even a petty quarrel we then say; You are the biggest mistake I've ever made for my entire life..!!!!. Now, how do you say and spell the word L-O-V-E? Are you really deeply into it?
Nobody can tell what love really is until experience speaks and whispers right into our ears. Most of the time, these love promises like Forever, till death do us part, etc. and would end up. Never have i loved you and We should part ways, I'm no longer happy with you! My love for you is DEAD!!!. Many times we thought after having committed to someone and your trust to one another freezes down to zero degree She & He ain't the right one. I should probably wait for the right one to come. But the big question anyone could not answer is :Is she & he the right one? and When is the right time? That made us stick to whom we are with. Will you always be waiting for the right person to come and the right time to commit? A big YES is the answer. Don't be in hurry to get into the relationship because you can never find love if you insist that you are already into it. Try to find time to really understand your real feelings, to know who you really are, and what you really want in a relationship. You're right, there is no such thing as perfect relationship, but there's compatible relationship that goes along with it. If you already knew that you are too big to fit into a small sized t-shirt, don't give it a try. You'll probably break it and pay for the damages you have made. If you already knew and felt that the relationship will not last, don't go deeper into it. You'll just suffer the consequences and live like hell for the rest of your life. It's really hard to say goodbye though but you can't make it any better by just pretending you still have the same feelings. Try to let go and give yourself a chance to live life to the fullest. Give yourself a chance to grow and give your heart much needed attention. Then you will find that you have made the right decision and you made it all by yourself. More frequently than not, we all act in a hypocritical manner for some reason.
We call it love when we can't leave someone and see them crying as we try to let go. We are wrong, it's just pity. We call it love when we're too attached and think that losing the one we love will somehow makes us weak and unable to face the storms of life. We misunderstood, it's just that we're too much dependent on them. We call it love when we give our whole life to them, the wholeness of us and imagined that if they leave no one would accept us and, our past. We are mistaken, it's just insecurity. But no matter what the definition is, the truth still remains that love isn't something you can buy or beg. It is real and existing. You can't touch it but you can feel it in your heart. You can't find it, but it will knock before you when you least expect it to come. It can make you the happiest soul in heaven, but don't forget that it can make you also the most miserable person in the whole galaxy. Always be guided by God's will in your life and you'll know who's God's Perfect Choice for you. Do not be conformed by the patterns of this world but, be transformed through the renewing of your mind, that you may know what is good and acceptable and perfect will of God."
You can never be perfect. the person you love can never be perfect. but both of you can be perfect through love and prayers, and your love can be perfect through both of you. But, no relationship is complete without God, it's a bond not only between you and your loved one. but also with God..
Our relationships fail not because she & he's not the right person.. it's because we expected too much and we decided on our own let God do the work.. you may call it waiting time. but while you are waiting.. pray. Let God guide you always.. He knows better. No, He knows best for you
Love is not what you think it is. Sometimes we mistakenly feel that our first relationship will be our last. Because we are overwhelmed with joy and romance, we forget to learn the meaning of true love. Some are saying that love is unselfish, blind, unconditional or simply denying oneself for the sake of someone very important in our life. Others are saying love is immortal and can never be defined.. When we think we're in love the first thing we almost wanted the whole world to know is that our love for someone very special can never be taken away from us. We say this phrase. You are the most wonderful gift from God I have ever received. After a terrible fight or sometimes even a petty quarrel we then say; You are the biggest mistake I've ever made for my entire life..!!!!. Now, how do you say and spell the word L-O-V-E? Are you really deeply into it?
Nobody can tell what love really is until experience speaks and whispers right into our ears. Most of the time, these love promises like Forever, till death do us part, etc. and would end up. Never have i loved you and We should part ways, I'm no longer happy with you! My love for you is DEAD!!!. Many times we thought after having committed to someone and your trust to one another freezes down to zero degree She & He ain't the right one. I should probably wait for the right one to come. But the big question anyone could not answer is :Is she & he the right one? and When is the right time? That made us stick to whom we are with. Will you always be waiting for the right person to come and the right time to commit? A big YES is the answer. Don't be in hurry to get into the relationship because you can never find love if you insist that you are already into it. Try to find time to really understand your real feelings, to know who you really are, and what you really want in a relationship. You're right, there is no such thing as perfect relationship, but there's compatible relationship that goes along with it. If you already knew that you are too big to fit into a small sized t-shirt, don't give it a try. You'll probably break it and pay for the damages you have made. If you already knew and felt that the relationship will not last, don't go deeper into it. You'll just suffer the consequences and live like hell for the rest of your life. It's really hard to say goodbye though but you can't make it any better by just pretending you still have the same feelings. Try to let go and give yourself a chance to live life to the fullest. Give yourself a chance to grow and give your heart much needed attention. Then you will find that you have made the right decision and you made it all by yourself. More frequently than not, we all act in a hypocritical manner for some reason.
We call it love when we can't leave someone and see them crying as we try to let go. We are wrong, it's just pity. We call it love when we're too attached and think that losing the one we love will somehow makes us weak and unable to face the storms of life. We misunderstood, it's just that we're too much dependent on them. We call it love when we give our whole life to them, the wholeness of us and imagined that if they leave no one would accept us and, our past. We are mistaken, it's just insecurity. But no matter what the definition is, the truth still remains that love isn't something you can buy or beg. It is real and existing. You can't touch it but you can feel it in your heart. You can't find it, but it will knock before you when you least expect it to come. It can make you the happiest soul in heaven, but don't forget that it can make you also the most miserable person in the whole galaxy. Always be guided by God's will in your life and you'll know who's God's Perfect Choice for you. Do not be conformed by the patterns of this world but, be transformed through the renewing of your mind, that you may know what is good and acceptable and perfect will of God."
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